i have been staring at my ils notes for like an hour and have not written anything on my essay outline :@@@@@ 

I AM GOING TO BAKE MY CAKE NOW. ZZZ. 

oh yes, i passed my test omg thank you mr zachary for being lenient and awesome. :D nobody should sit in my car for the next one month until i've learnt how to stop hitting kerbs with my mother's car which i have realised is bigger and heavier than it seems. passing seemed so surreal. like seriously? i passed? with hitting a kerb and almost running a motorcyclist down? like seriously? 

okay people. please please please hope i pass my driving test tomorrow at 1015 at *&#$@ ubi with the crazy lorries and vans and taxis and operating bus lanes. ): the past three days have been really good, but it just has to work for another 30 minutes and my angst over this entire episode would be over. if not, i'll have to repeat the entire process again come june without the parking poles!! can you sense the despair.

no more showers with dirty water up to my ankles; filtering water; cleaning up the basin; walking in the cold; wrapping and unwrapping the multiple layers;snacking; worrying about the traffic. and hello to green leafy vegetables; cooked warm food; FISH and good meats in general; clean beds; clean room; big tables; great company.

BOY I SURE AM GLAD TO BE BACK.